I read this post on a practical wedding this morning and I could not stop thinking about it. Because that is where we are at right now. We are a little over two months out, and things are stressful.
I've found myself picking fights with P over stupid stuff about wedding planning. (He does not read this, if he did, he would be rejoicing right now at that admission.) Seriously. The problem is, he doesn't care about the details. And as I mentioned before, I don't really have anyone helping me out with anything.
So what to do? Most of the time, I really enjoy planning, I'm an organizer by nature and I love coming up with a vision. But now we are getting down to the nitty gritty details, and that is not my strength. We are having our wedding in the city we used to live, I don't have a lot of people there I can delegate things to. One of my bridesmaids lives there, but I am afraid to give her too much.
I don't want this to become a time that I look back at and all I remember is stress. I want this to be about us, about our love, about getting ready for our marraige. But instead I feel like I have so much anxiety about what has to get done and how it will get there. I just don't want to get lost in it.
Has anyone else been here? What did you do to pull yourself out of it?